Hear from you anymore

I wonder if it makes him sad that he never hears from me anymore.

I think about the exes I never hear from anymore. How it doesn’t make me sad that I never hear from them anymore. How I never hope they’ll text me, never feel happy when they do, maybe a tickled curiosity but not joy, when they do, how I don’t hope that I hear from them tomorrow, how tapping into that thought just makes me feel nothing at all.

He doesn’t know where I am right now. What I did today. How I’m feeling. And he’s okay with it.


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